yansi

simone says:

u watchin mcCain

Lazeh says:

...no

simone says:

did u watch palin?

Lazeh says:

nope

simone says:

y not?

simone says:

it was really inspirational

Lazeh says:

i've been out

Lazeh says:

i got back around 10

Lazeh says:

but

simone says:

LMFAO joking

simone says:

she's a fucking bitch

Lazeh says:

O_O

simone says:

lazy

Lazeh says:

...

simone says:

do u know who the candidates are?

simone says:

AND their running mates

Lazeh says:

I know Obama and McCain (running)

Lazeh says:

UM

Lazeh says:

as far as running mates go

Lazeh says:

No

simone says:

OMYGOD

simone says:

U CAN VOTE

simone says:

RETARD

Lazeh says:

i know

Lazeh says:

im not registered though

simone says:

i hate you right now

simone says:

WAT?!

simone says:

GO REGISTER

Lazeh says:

lol

Lazeh says:

i should

simone says:

DO YOU CARE ABOUT ANYTHING

simone says:

?!?!?!

Lazeh says:

yes

simone says:

DO YOU WANNA GET MARRIED

simone says:

?!?!

simone says:

REGISTER RETARD

Lazeh says:

um...

Lazeh says:

married?

simone says:

ur gay

Lazeh says:

yes

simone says:

u cant get married unless u live in

simone says:

california

simone says:

maschachusets

simone says:

thats it

Lazeh says:

or i go to canada

simone says:

oh bs

Lazeh says:

:P

simone says:

the wont let u get married there

Lazeh says:

yes

simone says:

ur not a citizen

Lazeh says:

I've looked into it

Lazeh says:

ooh

simone says:

oh puhleez

Lazeh says:

hrm

Lazeh says:

didn't think of that last part

simone says:

atleast vote for me?

Lazeh says:

::D

simone says:

u can vote obama biden

Lazeh says:

when is voting day?

Lazeh says:

:S

simone says:

r u fucking me

simone says:

?

Lazeh says:

what

simone says:

LOL

Lazeh says:

...

simone says:

i jus realized wat that sounded like

simone says:

but no

Lazeh says:

uh huh

simone says:

i ment lk r u shitting me

Lazeh says:

ah

Lazeh says:

no

Lazeh says:

isn't it

Lazeh says:

october/november

Lazeh says:

somewhere around there

Lazeh says:

idk

simone says:

the first tuesday following the second monday in december

Lazeh says:

oh

Lazeh says:

ok

Lazeh says:

:)

simone says:

retard

simone says:

13 me 19 you

simone says:

U should be telling ME this

Lazeh says:

lmao

Lazeh says:

I have other things to worry about

simone says:

u think this is the only thing i worry about?! *xtreme spanish accent*

Lazeh says:

well no

Lazeh says:

but this

Lazeh says:

is one of the least of things i worry aboyt

Lazeh says:

about*

simone says:

thats is fucking retarded

simone says:

lazy this stuff afects YOU directly bieng gay and all

simone says:

and it affects ME even more AND TIMMY

simone says:

cos we're the ones that haf to live with the global warming

simone says:

and REALLY high gas prices

simone says:

and WAT IF I WANT AN ABORTION?

simone says:

or any other teenager

simone says:

think about us

simone says:

this matters to anyone around you

Lazeh says:

:-O

Lazeh says:

you have a point.

Lazeh says:

ok ok

Lazeh says:

I will register

simone says:

:D

Lazeh says:

and vote ::D

Lazeh says:

for you and timmy

simone says:

i should join the debate team

Lazeh says:

::D

simone says:

i jus came up with ALL that lk that *snaps fingesrs*

Lazeh says:

lol

Paigerhoe: how long do bans last?
Paigerhoe: BETCH
Paigerhoe: BETCH
Paigerhoe: BETCH
Yansi: idk
Paigerhoe: no i mean
Paigerhoe: is that what you wanted to know?
Yansi: yes
Paigerhoe: i think 1 day
Yansi: ah
Yansi: ic
Paigerhoe: yansi
Paigerhoe: i dont like you, your a betch
Yansi: yes
Paigerhoe: you slept with angel
Yansi: THEN GO SUCK A COCK HOR
Paigerhoe: she told me
Paigerhoe: language o.o
Paigerhoe: 1st warning
Paigerhoe: anyways
Yansi: lmfao im joking
Paigerhoe: angel told me how you slept with her
Yansi: :O
Paigerhoe: and you sucked her mangina xD
Yansi: SHE WUZNT sposed to tell anyone!!
Paigerhoe: you admit to it! D:
Paigerhoe: i was just kidding
Yansi: LMFAO
Paigerhoe: o.o
Yansi: i was too
Paigerhoe: suuuuuuuuure
Paigerhoe: i have proof
Paigerhoe: bahahaha!
Paigerhoe: stop me now hor!
Yansi: O.o
Yansi: y would i
Paigerhoe: cause
Paigerhoe: imma post this on the internet
Paigerhoe: D:
Paigerhoe: and everyone will knwo
Yansi: :O
Yansi: idc
Paigerhoe: YEAH YOU do
Yansi: hell ill post it
Yansi: where my friends go
Paigerhoe: shut up betch

okay so for me.....EPIC FAILURE hahahahahahah lmfao

so yea i tried talking to sumone i normally didnt talk to.........eh lets jus say i can no longer see his profile........over a brief argument u can prob see on my page on the notes....its a ridicoulous argument, and i dont see how he didnt fight it i mean he's 3 years older than me.........but w/e he's a weak ass mofo that prob jacks off to pictures of adolf hitler.

 

tell me how its going for u guys?:D if uve done it b, kate
DO THE EXPIRAMENT!!  other wise id really apreciate it if you would (read previos journal)

dont steal my name :D ik its awesome and creative!!!!!!

simone says:

behold my rude comment

Annie says:

awwwwww

Annie says:

well thats pretty good

simone says:

yea i didnt wanna hurt their feelings since their so small

Annie says:

LMAO

simone says:

AS IN FAME WISE

simone says:

lmfaoOOOOOOO

Annie says:

lmao

Annie says:

sure, sure :P

simone says:

lol

okay so....i know noone is going to read this but. I really hate this world we live in

and buzznet and facebook and all chatrooms and myspace, because its all a huge beauty contest. I have not seen ONE person on buzznets front page a hair less than gorgeas(sp?).

 

i mean HAVE YOU? other than the bands and stuff...

and you look at gorgeas people and all the friends they talk to are gorgeas too and its lk....*rolls eyes* anoying. yea yea those ppl are nice funny! so are us "ugly" people. maybe even more so, cos we have to conpensate our UN gorgeasness...if u catch my drift...even if we're younger, or uglier, or diffrent style, preppy, emo, scene,goth, goofy, shorter, taller black blue or green.

maybe youlle find someone. diffrent than yourself, that you find a connection.

 

okay so this is what im asking from YOU. go to someone one Buzznet completely diffrent from yourself and chalk up a conversation.

ill call it yansi's social expirament.

u guys comment if your doing it and if you can afterwards tell me what happens!

DONT BE SHY!=)

okay so the breeze at the end WAS cheetah's ghost...

im a bit dissapointed for the turn out i guess ppl for got about it ive forgottern to write in so long! but OH WELL it jus means u guys are my BESTEST fans!!!!! YAY YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay sorry! i couldnt hold until 8 00 lk i promised but eh you get it sooner............. I prob wont have as many readers as i usually have but OH WELL!

Hope you love it!

~mT

***********(Gabriela)****************************

 

Me and Tom lay side by side covered only by the thin sheet, Tom was still panting.

“OMYFUCKING GOD that was AMAZING” I cried with excitement.

 

“Well what did you expect, I’m tom.” He said his voice proud. I turned on my side and looked at him for a while.

 

“im hungry…we should get popcorn. OMYGOD I love popcorn” I got out of bed and dressed. Tom watched me from the bed.

 

“Maybe we should go see a movie…and eat popcorn there” Tom suggested.

 

“HHmm good idea…we should go like now!”

 

“lets go!” said tom jumping out of bed to get dressed. We got a cab and told him to take us to a movie theatre and after much much traffic we made it.

 

************(Cheetah)********************************************

 

“yea um can I have a ticket to O’hare please”

 

“fer when wood chu to take your flight”

 

“uhm the sooner the better please”

 

“we habe a flight leafing today, wood you like that one?”

 

“that would be perfect”

 

“it leaves in two hours here you go” the lady said handing her a boarding pass. I made my way through the airport to my terminal, I could tell my eyes were huge from crying I could feel the preture around my eyes. My lids were heavy so I closed them, but stayed awake. “oh my gawd oh my gawd…” I mumbled under my breath.

 

Would rows 1-6 please board the aircraft

 

Cheetah was bolted awake by the over head speaker. She shuffled to the lady taking tickets, she was a bestselling author ofcourse she wouldn’t fly coach. Walked down the long corridor with a sickly sweet smell. Each thruck my suit cases wheels made a stab through my heart, informing me how much farther from Bill I was getting. But I Cheetah would not shed another tear for a sex crazed rich teen. I sat in my seat with a stern face and crossed my arms across my chest to protect the tearing pain happening in my throat and chest.

 

“ello there” I looked up at the English accent, which knocked the surprise out of me for a minute. There stood a young man 20-21 maybe.

 

“hey.” I replied. His eyes looked wild his hair matched. The lazer green of his eyes contradicted the jet black of his hair. He took a seat next to me.

 

“its nice to see I get a beautiful, successful young lady, sitting next to me for once.” He said. I felt myself blush. “hello Cheetah, I truly loved your book, I’m john” he stuck out his hand for me to shake. I shook it. From that moment I knew we would become rapid friends in these 5 hours we had of flight. We talked about everything, a lot from his life as he felt entitled after reading my book. And I told him of mine and bills break up. And of course who Bill was.

 

Thank you for flying united, we hope you had an enjoyable flight. We will be arriving in o’hare airport

 

We both looked up and laughed. It hadn’t felt like 5 hours at all. “so,” started john “ you haven’t a place to stay do you?”

“no not really but I think I can deal, I can get a hotel room im sure”I replied.

 

“Non sense you will stay with me until u find your own place….its wat friends are for no?” he said cocking his head in the last bit. Just like bill used too. This brought a spasm of both joy and pain.

 

“I guess it can’t hurt…BUT just for a few days. I will not overstay my welcome” I said I knew I couldn’t stay with him more than the first night.

 

“Cheetah your welcome is almost impossible to overstay in my home” I blushed.

 

“thanks. Well lets head out, yeh?” people where already filing thru the narrow walkway. John got our bags down from the over head compartment and we headed out to the parking lot. We got into johns black prius.

 

            “Wow nice apartment.” I said walking into the shabby loft. It was nice in its own way. I loved it. There where windows all over the roof, and only two rooms this one. And the bathroom. But the first room had 2 different levels, the top one had a mattress, his bed, and the bottom the Kitchen, and the living area. There was a futon in it. He stretched it out and made it a bed.

 “Cheers.” He thanked. “here you get settled, and I’ll get showered and shit”

“will do.” I said dragging my suitcase over to the futon.

“you can take what ever you like from the refrigerator, I’m sure you’re famished” he shuffled to the bathroom as I set my pj’s on the bed and took out my cosmetics bag and set it next to it. And made my way over to the fridge, I took out an apple that looked decent enough to eat. I took one bite and realized how hungry I was when it hurt once it reached my stomach. I ate it up and grabbed a glass of water. And sat at the counter and stared at the buildings out the skylight. I was startled when john opened the door to the bathroom. “aah I feel much better” he said toweling his wet hair, I couldn’t help but notice he was topless jus wearing low slung pajama pants. I couldn’t keep my eyes off his chest, much meatier than bill’s…GOD CHEETAH stop it. You love Bill, and he broke your heart stop drooling over some twenty two year old! I looked at my pj’s on the bed,

 

“well I guess its my turn” I said quickly before I could reveal the lump in my throaght with wavy cry talk. I picked up my stuff  and hurried to the bathroom. I turned on the shower and sobbed. Bill…Bill….I…love…you. I chanted as the tears came down. I quickly took a shower and brushed my teeth. I opened the door and rammed straight into johns chest. The jolt rocked tears back into my eyes, john wrapped his arms around me. I stood on my tiptoes reaching for his lips but he was too tall and didn’t understand what I was doing, instead I kissed his jawline, he immediately understood and looked down to kiss my lips I pushed him towards the stairs of the upper level with his bed, and we went step by step. Until we dropped on his bed, I slid his pants off as he pulled my shirt, he rolled ontop of me, my back arched as he entered, I bit his shoulder to contain my moaning, causing him to pant. I opened my eyes and watched his face full of pleasure from, only lit by the moon lit seeping through the window. Oh shit…no condom. I didn’t care if he got me pregnant. He came out and kissed me more. Once it got chilly we snuck under the covers and fell asleep.

 

 

“Good morning sunshine” said John giving me a warm kiss. I smiled, almost forgetting Bill,

“morning” I got out of bed and got dressed.

“Hey Cheetah, theres no breakfast wanna go get some?”

“sure sure” I said half awake. We bundled up for the cold winter, and headed out. We silently ate our breakfast, recalling the intamcies of last night. When I heard John choke on his eggs. “Cheetah” he gasped “we didn’t use a condom”

“I know” I replied in a monotone.he looked at me puzzled.

“but wat if I got you pregnant?!”he retorted

“you coulndtve im on the pill” I lied

“oh” I saw the wave of relief spread over him.

 

****

“john?” I asked at the door of the apartment building.

“yeh”

“is it alright if I go see some people, now?” I asked

“yea sure no problem…see ya here for dinner?

“yea definitely” I gave him a soft short peck and raced towards my old street, which was pretty far so I had time to think. Why the hell did I have sex with John…I didn’t want to have sex with the man I really loved…maybe I was proving to him in a sick way that I could have sex if I wanted to…that I was trying to hurt him…hurt bill…for what he did to me…what he’s put me through…or maybe the fact that I loved him was why I didn’t want to. I kept rambling about in my head like this for a while, it all stopped in one dreadful moment with a deafening sound followed by a paralyzing pain. I gasped for air and clutched my side, by my lack of air I was sure I’d been shot in the lung…I..was bleeding out…would not live much…

************************************************************************

Prologue

Tom and Gabriela*****

After vacation, which sure was great for those two. They each went their own ways, promising to meet up once Tokio Hotel went to rome…one promise never followed. Tom went on to never marry and stay a bachelor until his last breath. He was never alone, he had his brother bill.
            Gabriela went on to bigger and greater things. Is now a band manager, in Italy.

Gustav and Georg*****
            their lives went as their looks…ordinary, they got married after the band broke up when the boys decided to grow up and have families, had children.

Bill***

 

He was heartbroken when cheetah left, but the world waits for noone. And he soon forgave and forgot.

 

********(10 years later)***********(bill POV)**************

 

I held my sons hands as we walked down the streets in Chicago. We never did make it as big here as in Europe. He thought as he walked freely through the road. It wasn’t neccesarilly one of the expensive roads…but those where more likely for us to come across some die hard fan. We past an old looking building, which had a man coming out the door, his shoulders were hunched, and his face pain stricken. His brilliant green eyes dull in a way. I walked past him and felt a cold breeze, odd its mid-summer, there hasn’t been a breeze since we got here…

*******************************************************

some people like Bill forget…others may not forget like John…………………but ghost….oh they never forget.

*****************************************************************

FIN

 

okay guys...TOMMOROW IS THE CLOSING NIGHT! the date and time will b 8:00 pm my time so jus so you get the diffrence wen i post this its about 4 00 am u can jus check when this was published and see the time diffrence lk for her it was 4 and for me it was 6 OH that must b a 2 hour diffrence...you know?

what:las lost on tour

where: here retard

when: july 30th 2008 8 00pm central time

BE THERE if you really love this series...and show me sum love!!!!!!!!!!!!



im really proud of this chapter! so trash it if you will but the literature kicks ass!

okay my story is ending.
me bieng maria teresa...mus make my ending epic...SO UH prepare urselves for good and or THE WORST POSSIBLE THING U COULD IMAGINE...
 i may trash sum ppl...but uh plz dont b haters and remember i do it not bcuz i dont love TH but bcuz it fits the story...
if u say i dont love TH go suck urself u FUCKING LIARS!

okay :D

hai fellow readers.....

its not really the end it wuz jus the perfect end to that chapter....dont ya think!?! yesh i kno im mean and evil that way.

but yea im sorry i write these cuz i fills in my guilt for NOT posting the chapter sooner, but yea.

 

THATS ALL PPLs

im here all thru the week

YAY 30 chapters so i decided to make it....*deep breath* exciting. WARNING: if you have heart problems i suggest not reading this! yes i kno its very very short but trust me ITS A PERFECT ENDING! and i couldnt resist.
hope you love it

~mT

*****************(Cheetah)****************************

 

“bill! You here??” I saw him lying on the bed looking up at the ceiling. “hey” I said lying next to him.

 

“hey” he replied, I could see there was something wrong.

 

“whats up?”

 

“nothing” he said.

 

“I know somethings up” I stated

 

“nope nothing”

 

“bill there’s something wrong and I know it” we turned and faced each other.

 

“cheetah do you not like me anymore, have you grown bored of me? Am I not man enough for you?”

 

“WHAT THE FUCK?” I yelled standing on the mattres.

 

“IF YOU THINK THAT BECAUSE I DON’T SLEEP WITH YOU THES YES TO ALL OF THE ABOVE” I jumped off the bed and stomped out of the room.

 

“CHEETAH GET BACK HERE” he yelled after me walking towards me.

 

“NO!” I yelled back beginning to run, Bill chased me. But I was fast.

 

“Cheetah please! Talk to me” Bill cried. He finally caught up to me when the stairway door took me a while to open. I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples.

 

“Bill im tired of this, you can’t trust me anymore” I said looking into his eyes “I don’t think this relationship is going to work out” I could barely get this through the lump in my throaght my eyes stung. “bye Bill”

 

I dont know if you have noticed, but i SERIOUSLY can't handle people who say to me that its discusting to be gay.

I never understood what people thing is so discusting?

BOYS say that its ok for girls to be lesbians, and that its discusting when two boys kiss and love eachother! My darling boys, you just discriminated your own sex.

I get so MAD! If people love eachother, WHY should someone go and tell them that their love is nasty and say to them " ew, you guys are repulsive!!" ?! What is that all about?

Ok, fine i'm all for freedom of speach, but this is totally getting out of hand! Homosexuals are the worlds most discriminated people, and for what?! Loving eachother? Let me tell you something;

LOVE KNOWS NO SEXUALITY!

And i found this thing on the internett about discrimination of gay's:

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.
I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones.
I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends i'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me

okay this is craSy

so we were playing this game in which we tried to his these cans hanging on a bascket ball hoop with these balls, and for sum reason there was a random mom waking her kids in a stroller like right behind the hoop....noone saw her...

THEN

this girl throws the ball!

the teacher screams WATCH OUT FOR THE BABY!

and the ball is flyin flyin flyin BOOM nails the baby RIGHT in the face. LIKE OMFG THE BEST THROW lk flat square int the head, she ran over and wuz lk OMG OMG IM SO SORRY IS HE ALRIGHT, and i runup to ask if hes alright but half way ther i lk drop dead laughing, and like couldnt stop for like EVER.

yu guys wanted more georg and gustav...so here you go! ther will b more of them in the nxt chap too so yea

hope you luff it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~mT

(Cheetah)****************************************************************

 

“BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL waky waky!!”

 

“gotohell”he repaid his voice scratchy

 

“no I like it better here with you!” I said truning him over on his back. He groaned.

“aw don’t be so grumpy billy boo!” I knew how he didn’t like it when I treated him like a baby. I straddled him and kissed his warm lips (from lying on his stomach) he wasn’t kissing me back so I kissed harder sliding my tounge into his mouth, he pushed me away and turned back on his stomach. I was about to scream at him when he said

 

“you taste like sugar. Now let me sleep.”

 

“okay Bill” I said with a mocking tone. I got off him and went over to gustavs door.

 

“hallo?” said gustav answering the door

 

“hey gustav hows it goin?”

 

“uhh great” he said his accent very thick

 

“well I was wondering wether you had any ice?” with my question he looked at me puzzled “Bill wont wake up.” I said as if it made the most sense in the world, he nodded still looking apprehensive.

 

“okay ya  come” I followed him into the room which looked very neat and tidy. I plopped down on the bed while he fished some ice cubes into a cup.

 

“so hows life? Gustav”

 

“good good, u?”

 

“same same” I smiled at him. “so Gustav whats it like to…I don’t know see all those Bill and Tom signs and not so many Gustav and Georg fans?”

 

“Well eventually I get used to it, I mean it just makes those Gustav signs all the more special” he said putting Ice in a cup

 

“thank you!”

 

“your welcome”

 

“Well if this doesn’t wake him up, we can go eat breakfast together. How bout that?” I said

“ja, that would be nice i would like to know you better” we bade good bye.

 

            I waked into the room and bill was still sleeping I put an ice cube in each hand and waited till my hands were numb. I pulled his shirt off and he just grumbled and went back to sleep, I stratled him and slipped my hands up his back. I felt his back arch away from my cold hands as I whispered in his ear,

 

“Bill, baby. Wake up”

 

“cooold! Let me sleep!” he whined. I rolled my eyes and walked out.

 

“fine im going to eat breakfast with Gustav and hopefully hang out with him around the city. And you can stay here all alone for EVER!” I said walking out the door.

 

“that’s fine by me” he grumbled as I shut the door.

 

“okay Gustav lets go!” I said opening his door.

 

(Gabriela)***********************************************************

 

“o my fucking gowd these are the best fucking pastries EVER!” I said stuffing my face with another mallorca. I looked up at tom which was also stuffing his face powdered sugar all over his face.

 

“these are the best pastries!” replied tom

 

“tom, you have sugar all over”

 

“well im not the only one now am I?” I laughed as I reached to my face and realized I had powdered sugar all over too.

 

“here ill get it off for you.” Tom said leaning towards me. He gave me the biggest wettest kiss EVER…it was wonderful, I felt his cold metal lip ring against my skin and shuddered with pleasure. When he pulled away I licked his lips and said

 

“you had just a little smudge!” we both laughed again.

 

“Gabriela, my room now!” Tom said this and we both dropped our food and ran for the hotel.

 

(Cheetah)*******************************************

 

“lets eat there” I pointed at a restaurant filled with people speaking Spanish so I assumed that was the place to go.

 

“how many?” asked a waitor as we walked in, his accent was heavy but slight at the same time.

 

“uh just two”

 

“ah okay, would you like to sit at the counter?”

 

“yea sure that would be fine” the waitor lead me and Gustav to the counter.

***

“so gustav, how are you liking Puerto Rico?”

 

“its good” he replied, we sat in silence. “so I read your book I love you”

 

“really? That’s good.” I smiled him as I said it. Some one tapped my shoulder,

 

“hello I heard you’re the one that wrote “I love you”?”

 

“uh yea that’s me”

 

“cheetah?”

 

“the one and only”I replied his face lit up and he sat down next to me, I turned to Gustav and I could see he was smiling because of the irony. I mean hes the more famouse one!

 

“I LOVED you book it really was deep!” I smiled at his remark. “so have you found your father?”

 

“no I haven’t I found a new life that I wish to stay with for a while now.” I faced Gustav and smiled “ I really don’t want my old life back and my father is certainly not worthy of me now! He left me alone in the harsh world!”

 

“so is he your boyfriend?” he said nodding his head towards Gustav. Me and Gustav both started laughing.

 

“no he’s my boyfriends band mate” when I said this his eyes widened,

 

“YOU! Of all people are cheating on your boyfriend with HIS band MATE!” this remark caused me and Gustav to laugh even harder.

 

“no…he’s still…asleep…we’re just here as friends” I said imbetween laughs.

 

“oh, sorry!”

 

“its okay its okay” all three of us ate breakfast and chatted for a while about the book life Tokio Hotel, he seemed amazed that my boyfriend was a famouse musician from germany.

***

“so do you guys wanna go to a party tonight? You can bring the whole band” me and Gustav looked at each other

 

“ya!” we said in unison, we all laughed and he gave us the directions.

hey guys!

wazzup!

so i rly am happy that i got into the top 6! and its all thnx to u guys!

luff ya!!!!!!!!

so n e ways i wuz thinking, maybe i should give you guys a chance to see wat u wanna see in the story sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

tell me what do u guys want in the up and coming chapters anyhin from sex to breakups i dont care! bill tom gabriela Cheetah you name it or even Pinky! or a new charater if you please!

so jus comment and tell me cuz i feel you guys deservethis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~mT

HEYYY almost 30!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!thnx for voting for me if you did, but anyways still comment and BUZZ BUZZ!!! hope you love it!

~mT

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*afterdinner****************************************

 

“well it looks like Gabriela and Tom hit it off”

 

“ja ja” replied Bill drowsily “I need some coca cola or im going to passout” he got of the bed and got a can from the minibar, he pulled out a cold can and popped it open.

 

“well, I for one want to go to sleep…not stay awake” I said

 

“but you said later” his voice a little confused.

 

“uh…”  I chortled realizing what he ment “Bill…uh” I felt a pit in my stomach

 

“comeon!!!!!” he pleaded, he looked into my eyes with his coacoa ones and held my waist “please..” he said nibbling on my ear. With silent submission I slipped my hands to his belt and took it off. I pushed him back onto the bed and he pulled my shirt off he was going for my belt buckle…

 

“stop bill I cant do this. Just stop.” I couldn’t take it anymore I had to say it.

 

“wats wrong Cheetah?” he said his voice a little hurt.

 

“I don’t know it just feels uncomfertable to me”

 

“don’t you love me?!”

 

“biiiiiiiiilllllllll” I whined “please don’t you ever use that against me its different for a girl…I mean for you guys its just fun, but for us it’s a risk at getting pregnant… I mean ONE fun night could lead to a whole ruined life!”

 

“are you saying spending the rest of your life with me is ruining your life” he said his voice perturbed.

 

“Bill im not saying that…but what if we stop loving each other…do you know how horrible that would be! What would the baby’s life be like if that happened…….horrible”

 

“don’t worry Cheetah I’ll always love you!”

 

“that’s what they all say!” I grumbled flopping on my stomach onto the bed. Bill started caressing my bare back.

 

“its okay Cheetah, we don’t have to if you don’t want to.” He said this and I looked up at him.

 

“thank you!” I said curtly “and…I love you” I manged to squeeze it out.

 

“you know cheetah… after reading the book im happy you didn’t say I love you because, it means you really loved me and cared about me” he said smiling.

 

(@ beach Gabriela & tom)******************

 

“wow breathtaking…” I sighed as me and Tom sat on the hot sand. Staring at the beautiful full moon

 

“you eyes? Ya I know…” we laughed and our lips met, our mouths moving in circular motion his tounge entered my mouth…

 

“Tom….protection…”I managed to gasp he reached in his back pocket and pulled out a condom…after he was done which I may say was impressive at least 15 mins, I slipped my dress back on and fell asleep under the stars. In his arms.

 

            I woke up my eyelids red, with the sun in my eyes….Tom was not there.

 

“SHIT…I thought he’d be different that little ASSHOLE!” I grumbled as I realized Tom did one of his infamouse one night stands, I got up and stomped towards my hotel.

 

“GAH move! Pissy girl coming through!” I snapped as I crashed into someone, but I was so goddamn pissed at how stupid I had been I kept on stomping past the man.

 

            “CARA IM BACK!” I yelled slaming the hotel door behind me

 

“BAMBINA! che cos'è !”

 

“that stupid….”

 

“Gabriela? You there?”

 

I turned around to find Tom holding a box and two styrophome cups. “Tomm?” I said my voice unusually high and squeaky.

 

“ja, I thought I would find you here! Why did you leave I got us some pastries and coffee”

 

im just happy to b in the top people! and its all thnx to u guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lub ya lub ya lubya !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! vote for me make me go at least third! thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jus tell me wat u wanna see in ur nxt chaps jus for me to say thanks!

http://tokiohotelbuzzawards.buzznet.com/user/polls/117941/best-tokio-hotel-fan-fiction/

these r the songs stuck in my head (or the parts stuck in my head)

1.) i like it when you touch my ding dong dong.

2.)you cut my up and i... keep bleedin keep keep bleeding the love, keep bleeding keep keep bleeding the love

3.) zing zigazang zigaziga zang zang ziga

(i like this one)4.) i c destruction and demise curruption in desguise (gorrillaz clint east wood)

there was a boy in my living room...WITH A FRIGGIN HOLE IN HIS LEG!

i thought it was just a scratch but the i looked and...ugh god EWWWWWW *dies*

noone is on msn had to tell sumone.<--i feel like ee cummings in a pretty howtown, cool poem u should read it

i know this is crazy long, but i think its pretty good COMMENT AND BUZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! buzz plz plz plz plz hope you love it!!!!!!!!!!!

~mT

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(dec 15^th at the airport)

 

“Cheetah LISTEN” bill screamed in my ear as he pulled out my ear phones

 

“argh” I groaned “that’s my favorite song” I replied putting my ear phones back on. “I think I got this down okay first we go see your mom and yadda yadda yadda stay with you or saki yadda yadda” I gave him a trust-me-I-got-this-down face.

 

“Cheetah I’m serios THEY COULD KILL YOU!”

 

“relax”

 

“I WILL NOT RELAX!” his eyes looked bewildered

 

“okay chill out” I could barely contain my laughter and I could see neither could Tom, georg or gustav and we all started laughing. Ever since I became famouse I had been able to pay for my own clothes… and also be known to be with Bill. He thought his fans would kill me because they were so in love with him…and often I thought so too, being his girlfriend was not an easy business. But I loved him and would do nothing else but be with him for as long as I live…at least that’s what I thought at the moment.

 

“Bill, stop it listen to your girlfriend” we all turned to Gustav we hardly ever herd him speak, he always woke up really early and stuff. “your becoming abnoxias”

 

“AMEN brother!” I said we all started laughing, but Bill he got up and said

 

“I’m going to the bathroom” I smiled

 

“okay billy boo you don’t need to anouce it” I said to him as he walked away.

 

“im going to drink from my cup” Tom joked,

 

“im going to scratch my arm” said Georg as he scratched his arm theatrically. We all laughed. When we were  done laughing we all took a rest and listened to our ipods. Wait a minute…Bill had just gone to the bathroom why is he going now? I frowned well maybe he has diarea…worried I turned to Tom “Hey Tom?”

 

“ya”

 

“Will you go check on him please!” I begged him

 

“you go check on him” he replied

 

“but it’s a boys bathroom!” I cried

 

“fine ill go see what hes up to” he said sighing. When I got up and followed him he turned around “what are you doing!” he asked.

 

“hey I cant go inside but I can wait outside” I said, he rolled his eyes and kept walking

Tom walked in and I heard him call Bills name he started speaking quickly in german for a little bit, then a door opened and someone washed their hands, and Bill and Tom walked out Tom leaned down and whispered in my ear “he thinks you don’t love him anymore Cheetah.” I felt my jaw drop and instantly my eyes were blinded by anger.

 

“Bill Kaulitz.” He turned to me his face flushed “how the hell did you come up with the fact that I didn’t love you anymore!” he opened his mouth to answer but I spoke before he could “uh uh, I think I know why! Is it because I wont have SEX with you again!!” I shook my head “you make me sick!” I stomped back to my seat and sat down angrily crossing my arms over my chest. Bill walked back and sat next to me.

 

“cheetah, that’s not it at all” I kept looking straight ahead my jaw clenched “I thought…you just seem tired of me”

 

“OMYFUCKING GOD! DUDE I SERIOSLY JUST YESTERDAY INFROMED EVERYONE MY LOVE TO YOU! How the hell do I not still love you?” I said without even looking at him.

 

“I…uh…uh… I’m just too scared to lose you” the way he said it sounded like he was about to cry and, just the cheesiness made my eyes water. The fact that I was crying made me laugh.

 

“oh Bill!” I turned to him and nearly jumped on his lap I was hugging him so hard “you make my heart go wild!” I kissed him with such force our teeth clicked, but I kept going my insides burning I COULDN’T HAVE ENOUGH of him. When I came up for breath I looked into Bill’s shocked eyes “don’t you ever think that I don’t love you buster…unless I say so okay?”

 

“ja” his german escaped once in a while but that was okay I needed to learn anyways. I smiled and left to sit next to Gustav to keep myself of Bill.

 

“hey Gustav wats up” I said to him in a casual tone

 

“nothing you?” he replied

 

“nah. You know the regular hanging out with world famouse band nothing much” I said shrugging

 

“ja ja I know how you feel” we smiled and mutually decided to stop talking. So Tom and bill spoke in german with Gustav and Georg. I smiled to myself because it sounded like they were talking complete gibberish and turned my ipod on. To more gibberish Weck Mich Auf  by samy deluxe, I shook my head and looked down the ipod was black, it was Toms.

 

“Hey Tom!” he stopped talking when I called to him. Every turned and looked at me.

 

“uh um ah…oh yea! I have your ipod do you have mine?” I said

 

“ uh I don’t know but ill check” he said as he rummaged through his bag here it is. I smiled and took my  ipod flight 1243 now boarding I rolled my eyes in disbelief I had finally sat down peacefully to listen to my ipod and we had to board the airplane.

 

All phones and electronic devices must be turned off until further adue, phones must stay off for the duration of this flight. Thank you and enjoy you flight.

 

I sighed and waited for us to be allowed to turn our ipods back on. Bill was holding my hand while we took off and a few minutes later we were allowed to turn on our ipods so I turned on the only album I could fall asleep to Schrei.

 

(dec 16^th-25^th)******************

 

In this period of time I met Bills parents and ate a lot of snichtel we had a wonderful cold Christmas, and as should be suspected Tom got Bill condoms (ugh) “there Bill now you wont have to borrow mine!” Tom said a giggle in his voice, and he got me a new pair of ear phones and they were awesome!!!!!!!!! The ear muff part was black and really cushy and the head band part was hot pink along the top it had silver studs and the cord was like a cork screw white.

 

“OH THANK YOU TOM!!! You’re the best!!!!!” I said jumping up and down and hugging him.

 

“I know I know!” he said a smirk on his face. Then Bill gave me his present it was a box of 100$ dark chocolates. “oh. My. God.” I said taking the box and softly caressing its bumpy label. I opend it and took out one of the paper thin dark brown pieces, I took a long breath of its calming aroma. Then took a minuscule bite letting it melt in my mouth “mmmmmmmmmmmm, theres only one thing that will make it taste better” I said smiling.

 

“oh yeah whats that?” I took his face in my hands from where he was sitting on the couch next to me and gave him a long juicy kiss. “wow…that really is good chocolate!” he said licking his lips. I smiled and lightly slapped his face,

 

“I cant believe you stole my chocolate!” I said playfully

 

“hey you’re the one that gave it to me!” he replied

 

“fine be that way” I said. Bills cell phone rang and he picked it up

“ja?” he nodded and hung up. “okay guys the limo comes in an hour” when bill said this Bill and tom’s mom started crying and kissing them, and to my surprise me too. I smiled at her and ran upstairs to get dressed. I put on a pair of girl boxers black with pink polka dots and really big loose jeans with a studded belt and a t-shirt with a zip up hoodie.

 

(at island hotel)*******************************************

 

            “okay, im going to the beach!” I said as Bill closed the door I stripped down and put my bikini and a sundress over it. I smiled as I slipped on a pair of huge white sunglasses. And sprinted out the door “MEET ME AT THE BEACH” I screamed as I got in the elevator.

 

(Gabriela’s P O V 7:00)************************************************

 

“okay CARA WAKEUP!” I screamed as I shook Cara

 

“Perque?”(why?) she cried

 

“because I want to get that sun tattoo and I have to start now or it wont work!” I told her. She groaned. We got our bikinis on and made our way outside.

(beach)**********************

“okay what do you want it to say?” she asked me

 

“um…Gabriela” I said to her and I flinched as she began writing on my back with cold sunblock. She finished with an exclamation point I could feel that much.

 

“okay done” she said as she laid down next to me on her own towel.

 

“yay!” I said this is really going to happen! I get a sun tattoo! I lay there waiting alone since Cara fell asleep and eventually fell asleep myself…

 

“excuse me?” a voice said cutting into the wonderful dream I was having about kissing Tom from Tokio Hotel.

 

“ah god! Couldn’t you see I was sleeping!” I said back.

 

“well uh I was taking you up on your offer” he said in the cutest german accent.

 

“what are you talking about?” I replied in my own Italian accent.

 

“well do you know what you back says??” he asked and I could sense a smile on his face.

 

“uh yeah Gabriela”

 

“no it says fuck me!” when he said this I jumped off my stomach, and it was late 13:00.

 

“SHIT CARA!” without even looking at the boy I started trying to wipe off the sunblock but couldn’t reach it “Oh my fucking god! Will you atleast let me get this damn sunblock off my back” he laughed and started wiping the sunblock off. And I saw Cara running back at first I saw she was laughing then she stopped and looked right past me her jaw I swear was on the sand. “que?”

 

“Tom.” It was all she needed to say. I slowly pivoted and turned towards the guy that was talking to me.

 

“oh… Hiiii Tommm….whats up?” I stuttered

 

“nothing” he said I smiled.

 

“uh Cara you can go now” when I said this she silently nodded and walked away she knew Tom was MINE and there was nothing she could do about it. I slipped on my hot pants oh boy was I glad I chose to wear those to the beach today!

 

“so you want to go get some lunch?” Toms question startled me.

 

“oh okay!” why would I ever turn down a hot guy like Tom down for lunch! We walked to a small shack that smelled like heaven. And went up to the counter there were an assortment of fried foods. Italian and Spanish are very similar so I could speak Spanish. “hola! Si me da un vacalaito y una arcapuria, por favor” as the man handed me the food he turned to tom.

 

“y tu? Que quieres?” he spoke to Tom but he just stared wide eyed at him. I saved him before he could embarrase himself too badly.

 

“lo mismo” I said, the man nodded and got him his food.

 

“nada para tomar?” he asked

 

“si dos coca colas” I told him the man gave us our two cokes I paid and we went to sit down. I immediately bit down on the flat firtture “mmmmmmmmmm” Tom did the same

 

“wow this food is AMAZING!” I just nodded at his remark not able to pull away from the delicious food. Once I had started on my second fritture I spoke.

 

“Wow you HAVE NO idea, okay so we have tried SOOOO MANY times to go and see you guys live and like we have the worst luck EVER!”I nodded in disbelief “this is like something that would never happen to me im still a little shocked this is like so YAY!!” I squeeled because I couldn’t hold it in any longer he laughed.

 

“so can i?” when he asked him I looke at him confused.

 

“can you what?” I asked

“fuck you!” he said laughing. I looked at him confused for a second…

 

“oh oooooooooooooh. Ya okay not funny” I said dully “and no you may not fuck me! GAAAH I fucking hat